...he completes me...oh well i had second thoughts...

i have been asked by numerous friends to update my block, so here it is...
Oh yah...remember i mentioned in my previous post that a guy made me feel complete...oh well he did but only for 2 weeks, after that i was feeling miserable and EMPTY! i dont know what the hell was wrong with me, but after thinking, now i know, i'm too single-minded...is that a bad thing?
i just feel that a relationship ties me down and i'm stuck in a life long routine...
ok maybe i'm exaggerating, but to me, if i were to ever go into another relationship, i'd have to be completely, totally, madly, crazily in love with that person, if not i'd not be happy.
talking about infactuation, now i know whats it all about...my defination of it-infactuation: liking that person alot for that moment in time, then its OVER! seriously, infactuation can never hold a couple together for long.
i find it really wasteful and meaningless to be with someone i do not love or have feelings for, and yet again i hate to hurt the feelings of the person...i'm always caught in the middle of this whole relationship thing over and over again...
And i am trying not to ever be in a situation like tat again...
ok! enough of the depressing stuff...
other then all that, life has been Great! i knew singlehood was the best...and then again except when you need to be loved once in awhile...
but thats not a problem to me, thats just the reason y i look forward to my job everyday, imagine, 19 children showering you with love...wet kisses and hugs...
these 4 yr olds just adore you like you mean the world to them, imagine...innocent, sincere and lovable...
Last Wednesday was my mum's birthday, i bought her a rich choc, kit-kat based cake...yum
and on Sat i went on a big time shopping spree in bugis and Orchard...
my tiny toes are still aching...
oh well i better end this off...i still have assignments to complete...
they are due end of this week, then im FREE!
alright then,
before i start yakking on...
a small secret to share...
my birthday is next wed...hee i cant wait!
tata...muackx