Thursday, April 05, 2007

life

i'm babysitting dave right now...but as he's sound asleep i stole aside a little time to blog...

the week has been hectic for me...im glad it's over...sort of...
i watched "Because i said so..."and it got me thinking...
i wanna bring my mum go see it! but on second thoughts she might double up on the control treatment...burrr
right now at least she is still tolerable...and i know i'll keep loving her no matter what...
every relationship has it's ups and downs...well after bein through a down i guess it made me know and understand the one i love better, changing my erroneous ways, also learning a lesson called trust and always putting myself in another's shoes first...

though those points i listed sure sound good...i sure hate down moments...esp with someone whom i love dearly...
it was after that day i realised i cant bear to lose him...
i have got to get a grip on myself...
though i love happy endings, nothing lasts forever and it's not always happily ever after for all of us...
nothing is impossible i know, but it's a long road that both sides have to be willing to take...
i am...are u?

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