always on my mind...

i ended off my last entry in quite a hurry as i was heading with my parents to ikea (e one at tampines)...it's been awhile since i last went there...
we went there for dinner and i had a salmon dish with potatoes + fried chicken wings... it was alright...nothing fantastic :x
i wasn't really in the mood to walk around...all i could think about was how much i missed him...
well i guess i jus couldn't help recalling about him telling me that he wanted to come to ikea when he got his pay, as he needed some stuff for the house...
oh wells! but i did see a couple of "must buys" that cheered me up...
for example: a full length mirror with rainbow stripes patterned corner-it would match perfectly to my wall colour, a comfy sofa chair-single sitter, comfy cushions and cosy carpets...oh oh oh e list can jus go on...and wats more i din even get to see the entire ikea...we went there way too late and it was 5minutes to closing time when we left...
i'll wait till he is back from thailand the next time i head down there to get my stuff!
yest was a rather tiring and stressful day...
the children were rowdy and i could not bring myself to carry out a proper lesson...
oh geez...
i got involved in a small misunderstading between friends too and it jus made my day way more horrid!
i was walking around school pale faced and had that strained look upon it...
my kind collegue offered to help in controlling the class...but the burden was still there...
i know i'm supposed to relax and just do my part on telling the truth...
but even after clarifying the matter, i just kept worrying about losing the friends i treasure, being the cause of a conflict, getting my loved one and people i din knw into trouble, jus becus i did somethin i never knew wld end up tis way, it seemed most natural of wat had leaked out of me, but i felt like a 38 seriously...i blamed myself over & over again till i tot i could burst...
i'm glad it ended kinda in a happily ever after way...
im always like tat when faced with probs! argh! i just cant take it when a problem lands BOOM! right in my face...my heart starts racing no matter how small a problem may be, and my mind starts filling up with a 100 tots at a time...making me nauseous...
ok maybe im exaggerating...but i have a fear for rejection and problems...ok and not to mention heights as well...im such a weakling!
yest was also the first day i was to bring dave home to have my mum babysit him...
he just hates shower time and clung on to me-like he was clinging for his life, when i showered him...
poor boy, his entire face was tomato red when he was done...
he's still not too familiar with my mum so i have to be around in order for him to feel secure...
but today was different...he's getting more comfortable with mummy dear, and even din cry much when my mum tried bathing him...
we fed him dinner and then i took him to ponggol plaza for a short "wallk around and enjoy the air-con".
he's at home with his mum now and here i am blogging this...
it's been a long day!
jus a quick update on my nursery 2 class:
they have been as naughty as usual, but thats what children are like at their age...and i have been growing closer to them as i had with my previous class...
jus when i was about to end work today, i had them sit in front of me and "lectured" them for about half an hour on why i scolded them and got angry with them etc.
...at the end of it all i told them i loved them and thats way i did what i did...hee
even my collegue could not believe they actually sat down for a whole half an hour listening and just keeping quiet the whole time!
i feel that i have built a closer bond with them and treat them like my own...
hmm as for the playgroup class in which i teach in the mornings, it jus been hectic, 2 new chld came in today and jus could not stop crying... the one i tried comforting, ended up falling asleep on my lap after a looong time...hahas
but this is still the life i enjoy whether you believe it or not...
my job=my passion

i gtg shower now...
tatas...

p.s i just realized that the timings on all my entries are wrong...i'll set it right when i have the time yup :)