i cant sleep...

it's 3 whole, full, looong days till i see him...i cant wait...
sigh i have been going through my saved messages, and remembered him telling me how he needed to take 1 to 2 whole days to compose a poem jus for me when i only needed a few minutes to do it...
if only he knew how much i appreciated them...

by him:
"as the earth rotates, the clock ticks, the sun rises and the nitefall, every day, every hour, every minute including every second im always thinking about u..."

"the moon hangs high in the sky , the stars shine bright in e sky, ya love stays with me thru e night, my heart is with you every single night..."

oh well...my day's been great but a little weary...

went over to my best friend's hse for dinner and completed my v-day present for him there...

but spent quite a while comforting her and hearing her talk it out about the strains of her first relationship...

about how when she puts in her everything but does not get appreciated and how he puts his frens before her...how he falls asleep when she is talking to him about her feelings over the phone...how whenever he goes to meet her, it's cus she "forced" him to...him being so strt forward that his words cut through her like a knife...esp when he is angry and apologises later saying he does not mean 99% of what he said...sigh

...been through it all...but i could never really understand it...all i know is that it's made me stronger...
in a way that i am still able to open myself up and fall in love all over again...
something i never dreamt i could do...
for me to love again seemed like something that only happened in movies, novels and fairy tales...